and If I may add.... I understand the certain freedom that you speak of. However, the vast majority of Americans are raised into thinking they are the greatest this worlds got to offer. Pride is a big thing here. I don't accept this type of pride. The flaws in the system, and to think of how many innocent lives were lost. Believe it or not, I used to be in the USA military. Alpha Company 701rst, Fort Leonard Wood Missouri. Never made it past basic training. They told me when I got discharged, that I was going to regret it my whole life. To think they probably thought, I wouldn't be telling people this. Hah! What a joke... (Born to fight, train to kill) (Greatest country) (Control)
I've witnessed the control that goes on in this country. It's a shame how people grow into this control. They become one with the american occult. As life goes on, we see population on the rise. Conspiracies develop and junk is posted nearly all over the internet. As children, most of grow up into these synthetic and poisonous ages. Rebels are on the rise. Mental illness is on the rise... Yet, give them the medication and they say, let all your problems be fixed. Not many people are willing to sit down and go through the details anymore. I don't have time to be told, I have a disorder that needs to be fixed. I don't have time to sit down a half hour with someone who thinks they can understand the human mind. This is ludicrous.
I don't have time to be with people who think men are superior to women. I don't have time to be with people who want to populate this world some more. I don't have time to listen to the various organizations, whether they are religious or meant to control others in this world, I don't have time for politics, voting, listening to the news, or watching this world go chaotic. Perhaps, one of these days, I won't even have the time to breath anymore.
Ohhh but I am self-centered. Tell that to the drill sergeant at boot camp. Tell that to the famous celebrities, some poisoning the minds of our youth. Tell that to our world leaders. But no... 100 against 1? Let's go with the 100. 1,000 against 100? 10,000 against 1,000? 1,000,000 against 10,000? It's doesn't seem to matter. Most go with the majority. How many people claim to be religious, yet do not follow the exact calls and teachings? Yet, many rise up against the churches and systems and rebel.... Sure, I am one of them. This is why its safe to get out of it all and be one with yourself before attending to make a change.
No one seems to follow or read what they go into. I am surprised at the various soldiers getting past boot camp. Most all hating it and wondering, 'Why am I doing this"? Getting fed in the head with crap sayingohhh just wait.... It will make your life come true. Let's get through it all and get payed. In the end, it will all be worth it. But what are you left with? A family? Some wealth? I'm not trying to bash all soldiers but rather state the fact that not everything seems as it is. There is a deep and secretive sick people running this world.
This is what's the hardest to distinguish from. What is true and what is false? Half-truths all around, perhaps. Let's become nihilists and fuck the world, eh? As for me, I will not give up on my insight. I will not give up on what my soul yearns to do. To live off the land as a real man. I don't need to become some synthetic machine any longer. Learn from the animals as silly as this may be. Yet we control, take and do so much. What is the difference between us humans and other animals? Speech? No.. Even the animals have a way of speaking saying come here and such. Are humans and animals dangerous, yes. Do humans and animals kill one another, yes. Do animals try and control everything in this world, coming up with society and trying to rise up as gods thinking we can make a difference? No.... That is the difference here. This mighty knowledge which leads to power.
But where does this power eventually seem to lead us? In chaos! War and destruction. If I could forget speaking any language, I would. If I could end all writing, I would. The truth is, I can. It's not easy in a world of being told how to do things. Act different even without being harmful to others, and most are still bound for the psyche ward. They say this is a danger to development. How many things are changing? gay people have rights now? But its true in the sense that as long as they be gay with others and not harm those who are not, what is the wrong in it? People complain ohhh my minds can't handle seeing other gay people about. I say deal with it! Just as they are telling me deal with society! But... They are forcing me to be one with society unlike the gay people who are forcing you to become gay.
Who the hell gives a shit what you do, just as long as you aren't actually forcing your lifestyle onto others. So that ends this series for now. Who knows when I'll return. Not easy to do the things I wish with family and people wanting to change and control my lifestyle. 24 I am, yes. One day, I hope to do what is truly inside. Thanks to all those who care. Those who don't, ohh well. You have your beliefs. Don't impose them on me any longer. I am a rebel. This will not change. Because if I could get rid of one thing on this whole world being a human... That would be the knowledge we possess. Inside our minds. That is all... Think deeply on this. Let the natural instincts be.